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On Ambiguity, ‘the Void’, and Breaking Up with God

Consciousness clings to what stability it can find. It does so in a way that is part instinct, part training, and part x. Solve for x, and you will have isolated/identified that which feels it is ‘living freely’ in some sense. Does x = self? mind? ego? No; these are

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What fun

i thought i was casting off illusion when i left christianity, and indeed i was, but it would seem that i left one veiled world for another i am told that the mind is itself a veil, constantly filtering a cacophony of inputs into a disorderly stack of papers –

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Vengeful Gods

I have, in the dark recesses of my mind, various gods. Various ideas which have solidified. Ideas to which I pay homage. Ideas to which I prostrate myself on occasion (knowingly or otherwise). Ideas with which I plead. Jealous and unreasonable gods.  Other persons maintain in their minds the idea

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